Dallas Texas owwweee!

Omg it's been nine months too long I'm super excited to be breathing US air. There's truly no place like home. I have so many things I want to do with so little time. What am I to do. Currently I'll just sit and ponder on the sites I've seen here in Dallas straight characters. I've been unexpectedly sniffed by a beagle told I look suspicious afterwards, seen like twelve George W Bush look a likes, and I think I've seen like. Ten American Idol rejects lol all in all when the sun goes down I'm all smiles. Today Is an awesome day. I end today's blog sending kisses to my one true love AJB. Baseball hat and shoes are coming lil man ;)

Process of elimination I call it.......

Okay so my gears have been rolling since my recovery and I've tried to explore every avenue of truth and untruths I could find on my map. By now I feel like an attorney or maybe an investigator because I've literally gone over ever possible scenario I can find. The facts remain evident though my husband of five years I've known for seven years is not an angel. He has not always followed through, not always been dependable and not always told the truth. So with that being stated. What would make someone feel so morally obligated to a situation to approach the opposite sex in the matter and not your friend of four years whom you've deployed with twice and you view as your brother. Is a man who doesn't normally speak in a vulgar, degrading manner to women be capable of just flat out asking his longtime friends wife to eat her pussy....... My thoughts with alcohol anything possible because one thing I know to be true in life is that it is those we hold close that we often know less about and are the individuals who hurt us without intending to. Do men think logically not all.share feedback more to follow.......

Truths whose to say?

Okay in my earlier blog I shared with you a story of disloyalty at it's best. So who was disloyal and why? Could it be everyone but the naive husband who was being cheated on by his wife Betty be the only subject. Think about it I've known Betty all of eight months I've been out with her and her family, allowed her to watch my child, watched her children, been in her home and vise versa. With that being shared what should have been my loyalties to her. Should I have continued to cover for her and let my husband believe I in fact was the one sleeping around or should I have done exactly what I did which is be honest with my husband and not risk my home sanity for someone else's short comings? Was I loyal to my husband? I feel I was I shared something in confidence with him. His response was for me two stop associating with the gentlemen in question. My response well what about her she is just as guilty. His reply as long as he's dealing with the husband ( his friend of four years) she couldn't be cut off! So now that brings me to the topic of whose word should have been golden. Next blog stay tuned share feedback pls.

My very first time

Wow there's a first time for every thing crawling,walking, riding a bike this is my first attempt at sharing my thoughts with the world. Sharing my life experiences for some to either relate or add to. Today I embark on a new journey this week in it itself warrants it. I don't even know where to begin to enlighten you on the week i've had. I do know this much this week was definitely life changing. The lessons I have learned are evident and will never be forgotten. I'm entering this experience as if this blog will be my journal open for all to enjoy. With that being said let me tell you about my week. This past Sunday was Superbowl Sunday. My family and I decided we would spend it with some acquaintances we have here in Germany. Eating, drinking and enjoying the game. Well the outcome of the morning was everything but enjoyment from this morning I left not knowing whether to believe my husband I've known for seven years or a woman who was cheating on her husband with his basketball buddy. Decisions, decisions let me be the first to say i'm not prefect but the events in this drunken morning left me speechless. Okay so here I was 15 shots in of tequila naked In a bathtub my husbands takes care of me as he should and lays me down to sleep just as he did with his friend prior to attending to me. And instead of joining me to sleep since we weren't at home he chooses to go back into the living room to "finish watching the game" where his friend is past out on the couch and his friend wife is. He proceeds to ask the wife" we will refer to her as Betty if he can talk to her on some adult stuff. What's mutual of the conversation is this they both have stated that the start of the conversation was about me sharing the fact with my husband that Betty was having sexual relations with a mutual friend that they both play basketball with. It was also discussed through both sharing their recollection that my husband Ant felt as if it was not morally and ethically correct in some many words he felt obligated to Betty's husband Barney because they had been on multiple deployments and shared some experience together Ant from both stories told said that he saw Barney as a brother to him. So here's where the story takes a turn after that Betty says she explains her relationship with the mutual friend and states the status of her relationship with him. She then says that Ant my husband places his hand on his head and clear as ever asks to eat her pussy not once but three times. And the conversation is ended by her telling him to go to bed with his wife. So some may say what's the big deal believe your husband you've known him longer. I'm going to share from each why each story seems believable and you can leave feedback on areas I may or may not have explored.